Dark Blue

I just finished writing the case history. The one with the imaginary patient. The instructor asked
to redo again (the whole class has to) because I missed some points and information was not sufficient.
The result : 21 pages of bullcrap. And ragged nails from all the nervous biting.

I hope this bullcrap works man, cause I am seriously tired from all the writing and erasing, researching and panicking (from not finding my notes). Plus, I don't have lecture notes for tomorrow's classes.
The result : More panicking. No more nails to bite.
(I know that habit is gross man, I know. I can't help it if I'm a nervous wreck! It goes like reflex)

I've calmed down though. And whatever will happen tomorrow, will just happen. I hope tomorrow will not bomb.

When I woke up this morning, I had a stuffed nose and runny nose in the other. Clarinase works. I love you, clarinase. Will you be my life partner? -.- (More crazy talk omitted)

Today's class: Radiology. Mikhail Leatherpants (because he wears them in every class)  is one crazy dude.
His english is not that good, cause he struggles to translating his russian to english,
making us all confused.
He gave us each an X-ray film. Asked us to describe the film and give the syndrome.
Lectures are once in every 2 weeks and it's not even sufficient to cover up all the syndromes.
My film isn't even discussed yet, and I'm clueless. Thank God for the 1hour45minutes classes.

Hygiene lecture. Boring. Tried to study for Operative Surgery. Failed to absorb anything at all. Turn to sleep, but then...

Operative Surgey. Full fledge panicking. Groupmates are as usual, being crazy and chilled out. Even forgot my worries for a while. He came, and told us that the topic we studied for is not to be discussed today. Total panicking. Topic which I didn't even lie my eyes on! But... It went fine. Group discussions are a Godsend. We all passed, I think.

Went home and hit the bed. Thus, breaking my own rules.
Hopefully I can sleep tonight.

Teah and Violet : I miss you guys!