please remind me of who i am

this is a long and arduous journey.
and i am nowhere near achieving any goals.

Ermm.. Yeah...

Speechless.

I could never imagine my dad say the word "future" and "son-in-law" in the same sentence.

Completely random post

I'm contemplating whether I should go out to the ATM. But it's cold outside and I'm too comfortable in my jammies to be putting on thermals and fluffy jackets and boots. Oh, I bumped my elbow falling down the stairs early in the morning. I think my bum should be black and blue by now. 

Okay, now my elbow's swelling.

I should be going to the ATM. 'Cause mom said so. And I love her to bits.

Relieved

THANK GOD THE WATER CAME!
Imagine no water during the time of the month.

Audio Science

Click here for laughs (and tears): http://www.infoplease.com/spot/celebrity-baby-names.html

p/s: I hate lizards. House lizards. They can be huge butt-ugly or small enough that they can crawl near your toes. They are only good for one purpose: eating insects. So far the insects aren't declining in numbers, and instead the lizards seem to be reproducing rapidly. Yech.

Dubai transit

...for 9 hours. God have mercy on me. My whole body is aching and I am tired.

Anxiety

I'm anxious about going to live in JB for 3 weeks. I don't know how I'm gonna deal staving off my desire to see my family. Made my choice, gonna stick with it.

Transfered 96.96% of my belongings to the hostel today. I was pretty anxious about moving yesterday. It's over and done now. So basically I've had several anxiety issues about everything that was already done and the ones that will be: missed exams, packing, moving, unpacking, packing, traveling, tons of important business to do while in KL, trip to JB, the dreaded clinical attachment to the hospital --of which I'm committed into doing.

I'm incoherent. I'm tired.
So goodnight and goodbye. Prolly gonna log in again when I reach KL.

Revelation

I'm moving my stuff back from the apartment to the hostel. Whilst reorganizing my stuff into boxes, I only feel one thing. Instead of excitement and/or anticipation, I am scared shitless. It's like leading a new life, and you don't know what to expect or what's coming to you.

Shifting sucks.

Future career

Cannot decide which medical specialist you want to pursue? Then, try to find out with this simple graph!

Don't come and sue me if you find that you chose the wrong path!

ZIP IT!

C день Победы is actually Victory Day. Same concept nevertheless.

It's 12.51am now. I don't want to sleep yet :(

What has the world gone to?

Horror in a cellar: woman tells of 24 years of imprisonment and...

(I couldn't stomach the last part of the headline)
Ludicrous...

Let it rain

Yes, I'm feeling that cold. Even the electric heater don't suffice. I'm even wearing thick socks that match my gloves XD

Outside you can hear the wind howling and raindrops pelting on your window. If I wasn't being so anal about refusing to sleep in the afternoon (except if I'm not feeling well) then I would have done so. I would have been lulled in an instant. It would've been blissful.

Chuck Norris

This is hilarious!

Fly~

I booked my ticket from KL-Moscow on the 3rd September.
Decision: 30th or 31st August from Brunei-KL?

Can't hang out in KL after I touch down on the 26th June (hopefully). My family's in JB during that time.

So many things to do...
THAT and the hospital electives AND tons and tons of studying coupled with hostel visitations.

I miss...

I miss having quiet mornings.
I miss having to do whatever I want to do.
I miss having good laughs over good food surrounded by good friends.

Starting from today the bus fare went from being 6/7 rubles (1rm) to 8/9/10 rubles. Unfair? It so is! It's not an April fool's joke, cause Russians don't joke about these things. Why the hike up in prices?

I remember before I first came here, my dad consulted a senior who was studying here in KSMU about living expenses. She told my dad that 500rm was enough to survive for a month. (though actually it was still insufficient) 5 years living in Russia and we've seen prices hiked up. 500rm was just enough to survive half a month for me.

Thank God we've passed the April Fool's Day phase. I think it's too childish and immature.

-.- bencinye angin sejuk~~

Lady Sorrows

Short post:
- Felt really helpless. I wish I'm someplace else right now.
- Dani, stop obsessing! Tsk. Not healthy.

Quiet

It turned out that the interview didn't require it to be conducted in Malay, thank GOD.

I was in a state of a daze during the whole obs class...
Then went home and have nothing to do...
Slept off...

Hi ShiShi!!!!

Canta per me

The snow on the ground has melted. It has snowed for a short time, and it never got the time to stay on the streets. So it's safe to say winter is over. I love spring. But I'm even fond of summers =)

I'm having internet problems. So, fuck.


Something for laughs:
This is because the whole world uses English as the IT and / or ICT language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa Malaysia, especially in school. See example below:-

Hardware = barangkeras

Software = baranglembut

Joystick = batang gembira
Plug and Play = cucuk dan main

Port = lubang

Server = pelayan

Client = pelanggan


Try to translate this:

ENGLISH:

That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Now in BAHASA:

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.



Reminds me why I dislike formal malay language... XD

Honest-to-God

Someday I would like people to write honest-to-God testimonials/opinions/obituaries about me. Strange - coming from the word 'obituary'. I don't want them to be too sugar coated, I demand honesty.

My sternocleidomastoid muscles ache like a bitch. Or bitches.